I’m aware of how late I am with the development of my website, but this is mainly due to my internal worries and the external situation. There’s a war raging in my country, and even though I’m far from the front lines, the common mood in my homeland is clearly self-destructive. It is difficult to count on a future when there is always a chance that you might accidentally say something wrong and be sent to die for it… In addition, there are periodic air alerts, and perhaps the most unpleasant thing is that there will always be hits. At least, because a shot down missile or a drone can fall on someone’s house, so for the last two years I have lived every day with the full realization that it could be my last.
It may be hard for me to write this, but with the current course my country has no future. I am seriously thinking of leaving as soon as the situation calms down. I can’t do it now because I have some relatives living here who need my help and support, but as soon as I know they are safe, I will definitely leave and eventually try to take them with me. There is no point in leaving now, and there are no prospects abroad. I haven’t prepared the proper ground for a move, and things are tight for now anyway. What I need is a quiet world, without pressure from the authorities, without talking about which of the citizens are worse on the basis of language.
I’m going to do my best to move on, although I’m having a hard time getting all my thoughts together. Some very promising ideas have come up, which I will develop as far as possible and as long as I feel like it. I am slowly building this site and I dream that one day I will live again in a world that has a calm, kind and creative “tomorrow”.
