Monsters of Depression
Creation Details
SketchPencil on printer paper
Original Sketch FormatA5
Line ArtDigital, Photoshop
ShadingDigital, Photoshop
ColorDigital, Photoshop
Coloring TechniqueColor fills and digital brush
Graphics TabletNo
NotesPersonal challenge. Computer mouse and lotsa self-overconfidence

The picture was created in a rather depressed state of mind. We all were teenagers once, and many of us experienced conflicting emotions while growing up… I am no exception, but in my case everything was complicated by a difficult family situation, and that situation oftentimes left me alone with my negative thoughts and silly assumptions, from which I tried to hide in the fantasy worlds of Sonic the Hedgehog with all my might. Many years later I can summarise that it didn’t help. I should have started solving my problems back then, but on the other hand, I had no experience and there was no one to advise me… In the end, I had to make up my own mind. Anyway, what happened – has happened. I still have this drawing as a memory of that time. I look at it sometimes and remember my youthful naivety, and realise that no generation can avoid it, so I try to treat the youth with understanding.